oh its that time of year again.

spring really is coming into effect this year. the trees are greener, the sun is shining. and love is floating among us. i wish to be a part of this phenomenon thats slapping smiles across those faces and filling stomach's with butterflies. its funny.... cuz i DID find that someone who makes me giggle and make me feel all those things you feel when you've fell into a big pot of puppy love. the closer i get to him the more i fall. but the more i fall, the more insecure i get. and this is the worst they have ever been. i dont want to be a rebound. i want genuine feeling and understanding. i want someone to share my life experiences with. i've been with a series or bad "relationships" one after another after another. i want just one good one. someone to make the rest of my senior year amazing! someone to make it unforgettable. cuz believe me, i'm unforgettable.


so lets embrace this influential season and the power of life and lets enjoy life yes?!
haha! everyone deserves love and i hope you all find that someone special.
so smile darling. we're gonna be okay....
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author's note;; what can i say? this seaon really gets to me. it makes me happy. and it should make you happy too.
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i'm that girl.....

i'm the girl who likes to wear dresses
but would rather rock chucks than heels
i'm the girl who raises her hand to answer a question in class
but just gets up and leave to go to the bathroom
i'm the girl who who's a total girlie girl
but a tom boy at heart
i'm the girl who can ride a roller coaster at 500 feet
but cant stand on a stool
i'm the girl who tries to look pretty
but always ends up in a t- shirt and jeans
i'm the girl who craves adventure
but finds herself sitting at home
i'm the girl who loves coloring books
but scribbles outside the lines
i'm the girl who believes everything she's told
but skeptical when it involves her heart
i'm the girl who thinks earmuffs are cool
but cuts the sleeves off of sweaters
i'm the girl who sees the beauty in everything
but cant see it when looking in the mirror
i'm the girl who could like someone a lot
but make them think otherwise

but i'm also the girl who's open minded
who loves to play video games and play hacky sack
who eats like a dump truck
who would fall asleep in your arms
who you love you with all her heart
who would be there for you no matter what
who would always try to maek you smile
who will always succeed in making you smile
who wou never deny a hug
who you would want to spend your days with...


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the first of many

i found something fun to do;; ITS ME FROM A - Z!

A is for ALLSTAR!! i love them lots!
B is for BANAN-CAKES! those yummy delights are the shits! thanks to tommy!
C is for CAMERoN!! i like this kid ALOT! but really i'm a crush whore. which is another C word! haha!
D is for DARiA! one of the best shows to have EVER hit the air waves! that and DANE COOK!
E is for ELECTRIC GUITAR!! my favorite thing in my room. pink hello kitty fender to be exact. :D
F is for FRIENDS && FOOD!! two things that i love most in this world!
G is for GOOD TIMES!! its moments likes those that makes the world go round.
H is for HAKKY SACK!! its the new cult classic! and HELLO KITTY<3333
I is for iRRELEVENT RESPONSES. i love giving people answers that has nothing to do with their question.
example;; Q: "where did you get that shirt?"
A; "elephants can paint self portraits with their noses."
J is for JoSEPH CAYANAN!! one of my favorite people in the world! and the JONAS BROTHERS<33
K is for KELLOGS CORN FLAKES! i love them [:
L is for LOVE!! my favorite word and feeling<333
M is for MUSiC && MYSPACE!! need i explain more?! haha!
N is for NUTRi-GRAiN!! i could eat those everyday for the rest of my life! mixed berry of course! yummy!
O is for oCToPUS!! i dont know about you but those critters are tight! [did she just say "tight"?] haha!
P is for PEOPLE!! i'm a people person, i like everyone. just not all at the same time. haha! && POOP. which is a subject i like to talk about often.
Q is for QUiNSENG!! cameron is dope. hahaha!
R is for RAZOR SCOOTERS!! i miss those things!
S is for SEVENTEEN!! its my current age and my favorite magazine.
T is for THiS SHOULDNT BE LEGAL!! my favorite song from my favorite band. and TAYLOR SWIFT!! my favorite singer!
U is for URANUS!! the scientest who named this planet must have been demented..... or dane cook. :]
V is for VALENTINES DAY!! this day caused the birth of one of my favorite youtube videos ever!
W is for WHATEVER! cuz i usually do "whatever" i feel like doing at the time. =P
X is for X-MEN!! only cuz i couldnt think of a word that began with X and i'm a nerd.
Y is for YELLOW!! for some reason, whenever i see the color yellow, i get strangely happy.
Z is for ZOOs!! its a place where i like to spend my time!


there you go! i again provide you with useless information. take it home. chew it. poop it out later.
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