more things to look forward to!

[dec25] christmas!! (check)
[dec27] christmas sunday (check)
[jan1] the new year (check)
[jan5] danny's birthday [: (check)
[jan8-10] winter retreat [check]
[jan18] getting the braces off!


so much more to come!

things are looking up.

i know its been a roller coaster
-___________-


later today:
work.work.work
yogurtland with danny
setting up the church for tonight

tonight:
service
dinner
presentation
clean up
hang out [:

saturday:
cousins all day! :D

sunday:
church!


im so excited!!!
XD

fuck.

still hurts.

iloveyou.

i want to be with you more than anything.
but youre too busy having fun with your new life without me.
you kept feeding me bullshit about how you still love me
and one day we'll be together.
lies.

focusing on the positive....

things that make me happy:

- FAMILY<333
- FRIENDS<333
- CHURCH<333
- knowing that God is always with me

- warm blankets fresh out of the dryer on a cold winter day
- updating my look
- changes of scenery
- playing guitar
- finding a comfortable position when relaxing
- snuggies!
- drinking green tea at the perfect temperature
- days when the weather is not too hot or not too cold
- wearing dresses and heels [:
- singing songs with funny accents
- talking in funny accents
- dancing around the room
- hearing people tell me im pretty/cute/beautiful XD
- making weird faces with a keyboard [: XD :P ^_^
- putting makeup on and having time to do your hair without rushing
- cute necklaces
- photo shoots!
- watching youtube videos
- IMing with people
- Vchatting [:
- cleaning out my room ridding myself with useless junk that i dont need
- reminiscing whilst cleaning out my room [:
- all nighters on the phone
- that time in the morning RIGHT before the sun comes up
- spending time with that one special person<3
- eating pho and drinking a taro from boba loca :9
- reading magazines or a good book
- that feeling of relaxation you get right after waking up from a nice nap!
- feeling like a celebrity
- knowing that you look pretty darn good today :D
- lying in an ocean of plushies with your best friend [:
- taking funny and/or gross pictures at IKEA
- making videos
- feeling youthfully mature [:
- doodling
- dancing and singing in the car with people
- being in love<3333