if you havent noticed.......

your cute
smart
funny
loving
caring
protective


your always making me laugh
you do anything to make me smile
your there for me when i need someone to talk to
you always know whats wrong
you believe in God(:
you give the best hugs
your kisses give me the butterflies
you do everything you can to make me happy
you treat me like a princess(:
you give me confidence and raise my self esteem
you make me wanna be a better person
you take care of me when im sick
you love me for who i am, not for who im not
i dont have to try to be anything for you to love me
i can be myself around you
you calm my nerves
you help me overcome my fears
you inspire the best songs(:
i love you more than i have every loved anyone
i wanna marry you
im falling more and more for you everyday


im in love with you
your the perfect boyfriend



but your still NOT my boyfriend
and im still just your friend
):

hello there,

im in love with you [;
<33333333

i honestly dont know what to do with myself

your gone.
well..... for two days at least.....
one day down.... one more to go......
your coming back saturday, but i still wont get to see you then
at least i can talk to you (:
i miss you like crazy.
i just dont know what to do with myself.



u p d a t e ;
its midnight right now.
cant sleep.
i feel so empty going to sleep without hearing the sound of your voice.
i sound obsessed. ugh!
but really. you are everything to me.
you are my life. so when your gone.
its like the life in me is gone with you.
im going to see my cousins today. im happy about that (:
but i still wish i can see you.
i think im going to try to go to sleep right now.
i have to wake up at 5 in the AM.
i really hope your having a good time
i also hope your taking it easy.


i love you baby.
i hope you realize, your always on my mind.
and im constantly missing you every second your not with me.
there was not a moment of my day i wasnt thinking of you.
and i hope your thinking of me too.



i l o v e y o u !
<3333333333
good night... er.... good morning!
[:

all the things i just couldnt speak

you just dont know how much you mean to me. you are my world and my everything. after going to ikea with you yesterday and you coming over in a suit, and waking up next to you today, i realized that i can picture myself being married to you and growing old with you. does that sound creepy? its just that.... we want the same things in life and i think we would be really great together. i can see you sitting on the couch on a saturday afternoon watching tv with danny and my in the kitch cooking you guys. you coming home after a long day on set and me cooking you dinner while you set the table. hopefully my career will be as successful as i know yours will be. you are an amazing actor and i know your going to make it big. i promise you [: but really is this all so creepy? i mean, we've only been together for almost a month and we're not even officially a couple. but i can honeslty see myself being married to you and maybe doing a movie together?! [; aha! one day..... i want you and i to work. and i will do whatever i can to make it work. i love you and i am very blessed to have you in my life. we really compliment each other quite nicely i think. you love all the foods i dont. [olive theory] im a very needy person and you have this thing we're you need to feel needed. and you always find a way to make me feel better. and your always rescuing me. you say im different from the other girls. and i believe you. im ready to give you all of my heart. 110% (: and i cant wait for the day you ask me to be your girlfriend. haha gah! why do i sound like such a creep?! -_________- really babe. i could go on and on about how much i love you and how i see a wonderful life with you.



i see me making breakfast in the morning while you read the newspaper. then going off to work. your a very successful actor and im an equally successful actress. then coming home every evening and making dinner together or i'll make it and you can set the table :P haha and then going to church every sunday morning then going out for coffee or tea. i can see us being a family like the ones in movies. i know you'll be an awesome dad. and a wonderful husband.



i dont know how many times i tell you how thankful i am for having you in my life. its probably getting redundant but i feel like i dont tell you enough. i feel like i dont show my appreciation enough. the only thing i know how to do is love you. i love you so much that words could not express my feelings for you. only God knows how much i love you. He has blessed me with so much. my loving family, who i am, and you&danny. danny is the bestest best friend i could ever ask for. and you my dear are all i could ever dream of. you are perfect and amazing. and i promise you i will be the best girlfriend ever. and i will do whatever i can to make you happy. because i love you baby. i really really do.

i must say this.....

i love calvin and danny
<33333





im not only saying this because they're here
and they are gonna read this the minute i get up
and leave the room
:P

changes

A is for acting<3. my purpose and true love
B is for baby. which is what he calls me(:
C is for calvin. i love him<3
D is for danny. my best friend<3
E is for electrics guitars
F is for fiyero. he's our entertainment
G is for God. He has blessed me with so much<3
H is for hello kitty. how asian >.<
I is for ice cream! choco marshy to be exact [;
J is for jonas brothers! hahaha
K is for krap nivlac<333
L is for love. my favorite feeling and word(:
M is for mommy<3
N is for new best friend(: <---- that was his idea[;
O is for oh, its love. one of my favorite song
P is for purple sunshine! my absolute favorite song<33
Q is for quinseng! cameron<3
R is for really awesome hugs(:
S is for sinwoo<3
T is for treadmills! aka that running thingy
U is for umberella experts. cuz they know what they are talking about
V is for violet sunshine(: haha the rap version of purple sunshine
W is for "where would we be now" i love this song.
X is for Xtremely awesome friends. aka calvin and danny(:
Y is for yorkies!
Z is for zach porter. cuz he can dance forever(:



i got help from calvin and danny
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