in this universe of mine. nothing can go wrong. nothing can hurt me. and everything is exactly the way i want them to be. its my perfect world. the world im meant to have. where your part of a loving, close nit family. your friends are REALLY your friends. lately.... ive been feeling like my parallel universe is becoming a reality. ive been spending qaulity time with my family. and i feel my acting skills growing each and everyday. this weekend has been more than perfect. nothing was wrong. in this world me and my brother get along and my mom isnt nagging about every little thing. i dont have to worry about trying to please everyone. my family is happy with what i have provided and they dont ask for more. all i need now is the friends part, the T part, and the hollywood part and my life will be far more better than i have ever imagined.
for now.... i dream of a world where family's eat breakfast at the table and melodic songs on the piano, flowers bloom these crazy colors, the weather isnt trying to kill you, and everyone is happy. there is no selfishness, or greed, no pain or suffering, no violence. just sheer bliss and understanding. compassion for others and peace. a world where life doesnt award the winner, but those who are brave enough to participate. a world where someone can walk down the street safely and you know everyone in your town. where chilvary is not dead.... where your boyfriend opens doors for you, pulls out your seat, puts their arm around you when your cold, calls you, takes you out on real dates.... and a world where girls are not sluts.... a world where no one does drugs and only drink on special occations like a glass of wine in a wedding or new year's. this is the world i long for. this is the world that is supposed to be. sometimes i wish the 50's would just make its comeback. im keeping my fingers crossed until then.
for now.... i dream of a world where family's eat breakfast at the table and melodic songs on the piano, flowers bloom these crazy colors, the weather isnt trying to kill you, and everyone is happy. there is no selfishness, or greed, no pain or suffering, no violence. just sheer bliss and understanding. compassion for others and peace. a world where life doesnt award the winner, but those who are brave enough to participate. a world where someone can walk down the street safely and you know everyone in your town. where chilvary is not dead.... where your boyfriend opens doors for you, pulls out your seat, puts their arm around you when your cold, calls you, takes you out on real dates.... and a world where girls are not sluts.... a world where no one does drugs and only drink on special occations like a glass of wine in a wedding or new year's. this is the world i long for. this is the world that is supposed to be. sometimes i wish the 50's would just make its comeback. im keeping my fingers crossed until then.
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