w t f !

why the fuck is it my responsiblity to make everyone happy?! everytime i focus on one friend, another one gets mad at me? its like when did it become my job to keep our friendship alive? friendship is a two way street. just because i dont tell you everything doesnt mean i have a problem. do i look like a fuckin hotel to you? i'm not here to satisfy your needs. its not my job to accomadate you! if you were really my friend you would just accept me for me. you keep telling me all these things wrong with me.... have you ever took the time to look at yourself?! there are so many things wrong with you that i could point out to you but do i?! no!! because i dont care. youre fucked up, but so am i. and i still love you. i still care for you. i still chose to be friends with you becuase we have fun together. why cant you see it like that? you claim to be so optimistic but your one of the most negative people i know! and i'm sensitive? your the one who's getting so butt hurt over nothing! you have no reason to be mad at you. you make me out to be such a horrible person.... how am i the horrbile one? im the one trying here and all you do is talk crap about me behind my back. i guess im so horrible for trying so hard. thank god school is almost over so i dont have to deal with you or any of this ever again. im so sick of your shit and me having to deal with it.

btw;; all the things you say are wrong with me and everything you say i do that is so fucked up.... you do it too.