i know its crazy but.....

you keep me up late at night
hiding under the covers with my insecurities
i've cried over you
i've gotten angry because of you
and there were those times i didnt feel good enough


but at the same time
you are the only one who can lift my spirits
you put the smile on my face
you fill my stomach with butterflies
you know EVERYTHING about me
[which you have proved to me recently]
you always know when something's wrong
even through a text message


there are times when i wish you would just loosen up
and laugh a little
when were at JRP, im dying inside
just hoping you would put your arm around me
or show just a little affection towards me
and you always look at me like im crazy


but when we're alone
and a conversation strikes up
it goes on for hours and im laughing til im sore in the gut
when you call
i get into giddy little school girl mode
as if i had a secret crush on you
but its nor secret, my dear (:


moral of the story;;
you drive me crazy
and you confuse the crap out of me
i go through a roller coaster of emotions with you
but at the end of the day



i l o v e y o u c a l v i n p a r k !
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