yes. this must be said. i am soooooooooo over high school boys. i am so tired of being that girl who is hung up over a guy who doesnt care. he knew what he was doing. and i am so sick of being THAT girl who keeps finding something wrong in herself just because he cant commit. i'm tired of feeling like i'm not good enough. i know damn well i'm good enough. i may not be the best, but i'm waaaaaaaay better than they are. and if he doesnt see it then he's the one who has the problem. i became the kind of girl i said i would never be and i hate it. i dont want to be that insecure pathetic little loser that i came to be. that is NOT me.
you NEVER cared about me. all you cared about was yourself. i was ALWAYS honest with you and you were the one who didnt say anything. i was left standing there feeling like an idiot. and then you turn around and say you like me?! that you dont wanna be with me because you dont want to hurt me again?! you are hurting me more than the last time. at least last time you were honest with me. but this time you straight up lied and made me look and feel like an even bigger idiot. youre not the same person i fell for. you changed and i hate this new person youve become. even someone that didnt like me defended me when you left me. thats what your ALWAYS doing. youre ALWAYS leaving me. why are you always leaving?! where are you always going?! i know where. youre always going with her. do you honestly think that she will make you happier than i can?! you are severely mistaken my dear. but if you really do believe that then youre the idiot. cuz that is impossible.
but i'm done with you. i'm not gonna wait around for the old you to come back. i made that mistake once and i am NOT going to do that to myself again. you were a waste of time and i'm so sorry i fell for you. i'm done with being that girl who sits and waits for a guy to realize that she is the one he wants. i'm done with letting you play me and then leave me the very chance you get. i'm worth more than that. and i know that now. i'm not going to play second favorite. i'm come first and i'm the only one or you dont have me at all. you cant have your cake and eat it too. i will not allow myself to be played like an untuned guitar. i'm a prize and i should be cherrished like a priceless statue. you should have put me on a pedestal. and you must be a new kind of retarded if you think you can chose a slut over me and get away with it. i am not going to put up with that shit anymore. you made your choice when you walked out that door with her, leaving me standing there like a fool. now i made mine. I. AM. DONE. WITH. YOU.
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you NEVER cared about me. all you cared about was yourself. i was ALWAYS honest with you and you were the one who didnt say anything. i was left standing there feeling like an idiot. and then you turn around and say you like me?! that you dont wanna be with me because you dont want to hurt me again?! you are hurting me more than the last time. at least last time you were honest with me. but this time you straight up lied and made me look and feel like an even bigger idiot. youre not the same person i fell for. you changed and i hate this new person youve become. even someone that didnt like me defended me when you left me. thats what your ALWAYS doing. youre ALWAYS leaving me. why are you always leaving?! where are you always going?! i know where. youre always going with her. do you honestly think that she will make you happier than i can?! you are severely mistaken my dear. but if you really do believe that then youre the idiot. cuz that is impossible.
but i'm done with you. i'm not gonna wait around for the old you to come back. i made that mistake once and i am NOT going to do that to myself again. you were a waste of time and i'm so sorry i fell for you. i'm done with being that girl who sits and waits for a guy to realize that she is the one he wants. i'm done with letting you play me and then leave me the very chance you get. i'm worth more than that. and i know that now. i'm not going to play second favorite. i'm come first and i'm the only one or you dont have me at all. you cant have your cake and eat it too. i will not allow myself to be played like an untuned guitar. i'm a prize and i should be cherrished like a priceless statue. you should have put me on a pedestal. and you must be a new kind of retarded if you think you can chose a slut over me and get away with it. i am not going to put up with that shit anymore. you made your choice when you walked out that door with her, leaving me standing there like a fool. now i made mine. I. AM. DONE. WITH. YOU.
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