say what?!

what is this i hear?! jennie is over matt akin?! thats unheard of! but its very true. lesson learned. i need to find someone my own age. and she'll soon learn. he's just waste of time. so i saw chris today for the first time in like EVER! and he just made me smile this ridiculously big smile. now before you lecture me on jumping into things too fast.... save your breath. i dont have a boyfriend. i'm not going to have one anytime soon. i need to just sit back a breathe easy for a little while. he needs to do the same thing. but for now, he just makes me happy. but i just dont know what to do. cuz i kinda like this other guy. we all know where this is going. cameron...... he too makes me smile. but i know chris and i like spending time with him. he asked me to prom. and i think he's serious. or at least i hope he is. =] haha! i honestly thought i would never get over matt. and if i did i thought it would take a loooooooong time for me to move on. but i barely got over matt yesterday and now i like chris. is this another fendi? i hope not. i dont want what happened with me and fendi to happen with me and chris. but the difference between fendi and chris is i actually know chris. i didnt meet him over myspace and through a friend. it was natural and real. and in person! ha! i really dont know where this whole chris thing is going but all i know is i dont wanna ruin anything. please GOD dont let me ruin another friendship.